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1. |
Our Own Light
05:13
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We're so consumed
By our own light
That we won't illuminate our own lives
And even for only just the one night
I know we’d all be shining so bright
Let me disappear to the other side
Let me separate from the void, from the hollow
Dissipate far beyond the shadows
Please take me away to where darkness doesn’t follow
Let me disappear to the other side
Let me disappear to the other side
Please take me away to where darkness doesn’t follow
We're so consumed
By our own light
That we won't illuminate our own lives
And even for only just the one night
I know we’d all be shining so bright
Let me disappear to the other side
Let me separate from the void, from the hollow
Dissipate far beyond the shadows
Please take me away to where darkness doesn’t follow
Let me disappear to the other side
Let me disappear to the other side
Please take me away to where darkness doesn’t follow
Your home again, it’s time you see the truth
In every way, you left behind your youth
Let me disappear to the other side
Let me separate from the void, from the hollow
Dissipate far beyond the shadows
Please take me away to where darkness doesn’t follow
Let me disappear to the other side
Let me disappear to the other side
Please take me away to where darkness doesn’t follow
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Pearanoid
03:30
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Peachy
So why am I paranoid
Paranoid
I should be grateful
So why am I paranoid
Paranoid
I lost the old me that knew how to trust
Crossed over coldly burned hope into dust
Don't look too closely, I might just combust
Mistook and ghostly, I'm ripe with disgust
I can't think of anyone to give a chance
Ya'll disappoint me in advance
My Intuition Omission Condition
Won't listen, physicians just fiction
Life is peachy
So why am I paranoid
Paranoid
I should be grateful
So why am I paranoid
Paranoid
I found myself asking when will it end
Do it all alone cuz what the fucks a friend
Bid my farewell, into dark I descend
No stones been thrown, still prepared defense
I can't think of anyone to give a chance
Ya'll disappoint me in advance
My Intuition Omission Condition
Won't listen, physicians just fiction
Life is peachy
So why am I paranoid
Paranoid
I should be grateful
So why am I paranoid
Paranoid
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Barberryans
04:03
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I fucking lost it
I fucking lost it, never had it all along
Give me a do over, I'll still get it wrong
Break me apart, bring me back where I belong
Reckless, cold, and heartless, spiraling darkness with no pending dawn
I fucking lost it
I fucking lost it
Wish I could find a way out
I fucking lost it
I fucking lost it
Wish I could take the blade out
I fucking lost it, growing toxic from the guilt
I feel the clock tick turning caustic as I wilt
Pain for the pills, where the fucks the life I built
Call off all the searches, I know exactly where all the blood is spilled
Time to confess
Clear away all shame I've kept inside
Life is a mess
Out in the open no emotion left to try to hide
Life is a mess, it's imperfectly fine
We've all got regrets and they stay close behind Just polish each moment and hope that it shines
My life is a mess but I guess that it's all mine
Life is a mess, it's imperfectly fine
We've all got regrets and they stay close behind Polish each moment and hope that it shines
My life is a mess yeah my life is a mess
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Hawaiian Punch
03:37
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Love is a mess
Yeah love is a mess
Yeah love is a mess
It's imperfectly fine
No one is as happy as they seem online
Love is a mess
Yeah love is a mess
Yeah love is a mess
It's imperfectly fine
Just polishing moments and hoping they shine
If we we got a do over, we would get it so right
There's no sense in squandering the hindsight
I'm afraid to let go, been holding on way too tight
Know you won't leave, thinking that you just might
I Invited houseguests, resentment and envy
Serving drama, make sure we got plenty
Playing trouble til we're saying sorry
Two player couples therapy on the Atari
Love is a mess
Yeah love is a mess
Yeah love is a mess
It's imperfectly fine
No one is as happy as they seem online
Love is a mess
Yeah love is a mess
Yeah love is a mess
It's imperfectly fine
Just polishing moments and hoping they shine
Words are loaded weapons, fire is unfriendly
Sticks and stones hurt, but the right verbs would end me
Controlling every nerve, because perfections trendy
I'm not perfect or wire, won't stay where you bend me
Minds are just an attic, filled with insecure haunts
Take out all the static, nothing left here to flaunt
Our love is traumatic, typed in italic font
I must be an addict, it's the only thing I want
If we got a do over, we would get it so right
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5. |
Go Pluck Yourself
04:33
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Break this team
Can't even wake this dream
Not any petty scheming
Could ever take away from me
So go fuck yourself
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be
You got close to me, you thought I was toast and ghosted me
It's plain to see, even for me, that you're a fuck up
Can't believe, I held the key
Cuz you're too stuck stuck up
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be
And you won't receive a single note I wrote for free
I got bread
I'll be spreading jam, while you spread hate
Go ahead, push your scam
Cuz you're too late
Break this team
You can't even wake this dream
Not any petty scheming
Could ever take away from me
So go fuck yourself
You're exactly where you're supposed to be
You got close to me, you thought I was toast and roasted me
It's plain to see
You're at your worst
You're really broke up
Can't believe
Eating your words
Has got you choked up
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be
And you won't receive, a single note I wrote for free
I got bread
So I'll be spreading jam, while you spread hate
Go ahead
Push your scam
Cuz you're too late
Break this team?
Can't even wake this dream
Not any petty scheming
Could ever take away from me
So go fuck yourself
Blood flows
Onto your pillow
All the pain
From quitting on yourself
Blood flows
Onto your pillow
Made a trade
To hurt instead of help
Now you're in hell
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6. |
Sippin On Mercury
03:26
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Been sipping on Mercury
Been sipping on Mercury
Been sipping on Mercury
Sucking on lead
All out of flinstones
Taking kill pills instead
Been sipping on Mercury
Been sipping on Mercury
I sprouted these roots
Keep me grounded in bed
Did it all by the book
How am I not dead
Sipping on Mercury
While I space to Rings of Saturn
Burning moon rocks with the sun
Til I can't repeat the pattern
I was toasting with the stars
Totally fine with all the hazards
Yet my biggest mistake so far
Was ever believing that I even mattered
Sipping on Mercury
While I'm sucking on some lead
Gotta leave earth urgently
But I can't seem to get out of bed
There goes the clock
I'll just pretend I never heard it
I wished these walls could talk
My wish came true, they said I'm worthless
Been sipping on Mercury
Been sipping on Mercury
Been sipping on Mercury
Sucking on lead
All out of flinstones
Taking kill pills instead
Been sipping on Mercury
Been sipping on Mercury
I sprouted these roots
Keep me grounded in bed
Did it all by the book
How am I not dead
Never as planned
Rapidly crash land
Blow my brains through my cranium
Breaking down, I really needed break throughs
(Never as planned)
Take me out cuz I'm way too afraid to
(Rapidly crash land)
Breaking down, I just can't seem to grow strong
I haven't felt love for myself in so long
I can't tell but this might be my last song
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Poisonberry
02:45
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I tried to erase your worries, but you used permanent ink
And I once had room for both our pain, then the room began to shrink
And I said I'd be your lifeboat, then we both started to sink
So I hope you don't need saving just as much as you think
Take my hand we can both drown in the mire
Tell me every secret, I'll be sure to wear a wire
We built a home, then I set that shit on fire
Next time you need a fuck up, hope I'm the one you hire
Won least improved prize, framed it on my shelf
Made us both a bleach martini and then took a toast to our health
Mediocre is my name, savage beyond help
How the fuck can I fix you, I can't even fix myself
I tried to erase your worries, but you used permanent ink
And I once had room for both our pain, then the room began to shrink
And I said I'd be your lifeboat, then we both started to sink
So I hope you don't need saving just as much as you think
I sheltered you from an outside I could not keep out
Cut the pain off at the source but then it took another route
Thought I would make you happy now I have my doubts
Are you better knowing me or are you be better off without
Actions expensive, good intentions are free
I'm the drop of acid that pollutes entire seas
Been growing branches, but I planted berries
How can I help you, I can't even help me
I can't even help me
I tried to erase your worries
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8. |
Juicifer
04:03
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I hate being alive
I'm so fucked up, kept up at night
All these problems that l can't survive
And why should I
Why should I
Yeah I don't ever want your help
Why would I need it, I can hurt myself
I'm so defeated, think I'm gonna melt
I'm lost in hell
You must be Lucifer
Told me that you love me but I don't believe an ounce of it
Got the ground above me, guess I just needed more counseling
Told me that you love me as your drowning out my floundering
I think it's kinda funny when I looked for
you I found nothing
I looked for you and found
I looked for you and found
I looked for you and found
And I found nothing
Something time will never heal
These dreams I had were never real
I picked my poison, broke the seal
Be using til I never feel, yeah
I hate being alive
I'm so fucked up, kept up at night
All these problems that l can't survive
And why should I
Why should I
Yeah I don't ever want your help
Why would I need it, I can hurt myself
I'm so defeated, think I'm gonna melt
I'm lost in hell
You must be Lucifer
Told me that you love me but I don't believe in fairy tales
Got the ground above me, why's this coffin got so many nails
Said you love me for second it meant everything
Think it's kinda funny when I looked for
You I found nothing
I looked for you and found
I looked for you and found
I looked for you and found
And found nothing
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9. |
Silence of the Yams
03:52
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My bodies quitting on me
I feel so heavy, I'm almost ready
Hear spirits calling me home
Turn up my headphones
And downward spiral
My mind is heckling me
Mocking my choices and disappointments
Confined I'm setting me free
We're done with remorse
Let's go be a corpse
Once I leave, I will never be back
Roll me up In a sheet bury me next to my dad
No one believed, guess they were stating facts
Thanks for the help, I'll be refunding myself
Demons in my head
Cuz they don't see that I'm the devil
I make music for the dead
They say it's on another level
I lay bleeding in my bed
Always speeding through the red
Lost the meaning when I keep repeating everything I never said
Demons in my head
They're turning me into an angel
Making music for the dead
Cuz I know loneliness is painful
I lay bleeding in my bed
Always speeding through the red
Life is fleeting I just keep repeating everything I should have said
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10. |
Sit There Like A Lemon
02:14
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You're so useless you just sit there like a lemon
Should be red beet
Whine so much why don't you make it your profession
It's a mystery
All excuses, slowly wasting precious seconds
Stuck on repeat
You're so useless, you just sit there like a lemon
Get on your feet
You're so useless, you just sit there like a lemon
How do you sleep
Go ahead and use your pity as a weapon
Mister misery
You're so useless, you just sit there like a lemon
Should be red beet
Whine so much, why don't you make it your profession
It's a mystery
All excuses, slowly wasting precious seconds
Stuck on repeat
You're so useless, you just sit there like a lemon
Get on your feet
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11. |
Limelight
02:30
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Say I'm not shit
Tell me what I don't know
Say I'm toxic
Tell me what I don't know
Say that I'm fake
Another word for that's faux
Why do I ache
That I don't really know
You'll judge a book by it's cover
But you can't read me, I'm under covers
Time to get up again
Time to grow up again
Time to get up again
But I'm rolling over
Say I should quit
Tell me what I don't know
But I won't quit
That's something you don't know
Could someone lift
Me out of this black hole
Why am I sick
Cuz you broke my soul
You'll judge a book by it's cover
But you can't read me, I'm under covers
Time to get up again
Time to give up again
Time to fuck up again
So I'm rolling over
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12. |
Hugo
03:36
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There's no where else that we can go from here
We are stranded by ourselves, facing all fear
Been thrown away from a place held so dear
Now it's raining out, we're crying out, yeah it's pouring
Was always looking for a place to call home
But we are so valueless, and it's no free world
Can't find our way and now it's starting to snow
We are bit by the frost, lost in thought of a dreamworld
The grass is greener on the other side
I'm always lying to your tearing eyes
Maybe someday the stars they will align
Right on time for both of us
I know someday the sun will start to shine
And everything will suddenly be fine
Maybe someday the stars they will align
Right on time
And for us
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Melon-Choly
03:08
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Another day another date I don't know where I am
Another stage in outer space, no wait, I'm in Japan
It's midnight
I just got sick mid flight
Try to get some sleep but damn these seats are too small to
Another day we're on our way inside this smelly van
I'm so afraid the smell will scare away our many fans
It's midnight
I just lost a fist fight
Looking at my phone and thinking wish I could call you
Looking at my phone and thinking wish I could
I wish I could
I'm wide awake, it's your birthday
The morning isn't far
Baked you a cake with candles brighter than a million stars
It's midnight
I'm not leaving this time
Bought so many presents, can't believe that they're all new
I drove myself down broken avenues into the dark
She said that I'll love you no matter who or what you are
It's midnight
I throw out my disguise
Pick up all the pieces, find out who they belong to
It's midnight
I just lost a fist fight
Looking at my phone and thinking wish I could call you
Looking at my phone and thinking wish I could
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14. |
Icy Hot
02:25
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Someone told me I suck
You better quit it now, give it up
You'll never be e e nough
But you know I got my chin up
Cuz don't let a number go breaking your spirit
Does a tree fall even if you don't hear it
Can't please everyone, just be yourself, just be yourself
I got icy hot on both my wrists from playing guitar
Yeah some days I just can't put it down
Yeah I got icy hot on both my wrists, it's better than track marks
Guess I'm just a guitar playing clown
Someone told me I'm lame
And all my songs sound the same
I said I saw your mom, I came
I do whatever I want, fuck face
I don't hear people with nothing to say
Or leave a gatekeepers gate in my way
Don't let a hater go ruining your day
Plugin and play
I got icy hot on both my wrists from playing guitar
Yeah some days I just can't put it down
Yeah I got icy hot on both my wrists, it's better than track marks
Guess I'm just a guitar playing clown
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15. |
I H8 GTR
03:39
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These Prison bars
Thought I was sharp, then fell flat hard
These prison bars
Pain you can't measure, mental harm
You tugged my heart strings, pulled them off
Picked me up to watch me fall
Dug a whole to rest me there
I've got no more notes to spare
I hate guitar, I hate my soul
Gave up on both, 8 months ago
I braved the scars and fading hope
Lay torn apart, missing home
I hate guitar, I hate myself
Mind who I tell, nobody helps
A shooting star, a wishing well
This broken hearts empty shell
Don't be mad at me
Cuz I'm giving up
No apology
Just for being honest
All the misery
Now I'm getting nauseous
End my suffering
Just like you promised
There's our history
I'm not digging up
There's our enemy
Slowly gaining on us
All the victory
Everything it cost
It's like I'm losing my light in the darkness
Writing hurts, even just a small notation
Every verse won't hit impossible expectations
Write your own song, by yourself
Hit one note wrong, I will tell
Now immune to all your doubts
Not out of tune, I've tuned you out
I hate guitar, I hate my soul
Gave up on both, 8 months ago
I braved the scars, the fading hope
Lay torn apart, missing home
I hate guitar, I hate myself
Mind who I tell, nobody helps
A shooting star, a wishing well
This broken hearts empty shell
Don't be mad at me
Cuz I'm giving up
No apology
Just for being honest
All the misery
Now I'm getting nauseous
End my suffering
Just like you promised
There's our history
I'm not digging up
There's our enemy
Slowly gaining on us
All the victory
Everything it cost
It's like I'm losing my light in the darkness
Prison bars
These prison bars
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